how do i even do that?
these days, i really do not know how to talk to guys that i could potentially have a relationship with. this sounds really shallow and mean but i can only really be outgoing with guys who i think are out of my league, and what i mean out of my league like i’m out of their league. when it comes to really good looking guys with really good fashion sense and all that, i feel so intimidated and scared that they’re probably so down to earth but i’m just too scared to even talk to them. why oh why. like really, i’ve been lifting it up to God that he will just bring me closer to my future husband. i might’ve probably have met him but i guess we’ll see. for now, i needa let this ridiculous fear go.